A Little Less Time on this Site…with Good Reason

This site serves a purpose, but I don’t know if it’s one worth fulfilling right now. You see, I started this as a test for myself; could I stick to a big project? And I also needed a place to vent some of my frustrations in my then-troubled personal life…

But as I continued with this, it took on a path of its own. My focus was no longer just learning about web development with an occasional rambling… it turned into a huge collection of serious thoughts. It gave me an opportunity to write about personal things, applying them on a more general scale, and looking at myself more critically before I endorsed the views in my words. I’m glad that I had and still have that here.

This site has taken a lot of time, and certainly been worth it… but I’m in a very different position than when I started. I know a lot about web development, my personal life is much less “troubled,” I have an audience that I can reach whenever I need to express myself, and I’m struggling to find time to write, even for myself.

That’s not to say that I won’t post here anymore… but I want to warn you that right now I’m both busy and content with my life, and the reflections won’t be of the same nature. Or maybe they will be. I just don’t want to write about my new relationship here.

It’s not worth it. Public as I may seem, you really can’t know me from reading this site. And now that I’ve found someone that actually takes the time and interest to keep up with all that I’m doing, I don’t really want to endanger us for a silly website.

This last year was about growth of ideas and reflections on singledom. But right now I think I’m going to get started on my honors thesis and philosophy classes. This is one of the most important times in my life… just before I enter the real world.

I won’t leave you out, but I need to be careful. Some people are too important to take chances with. Thanks for your time.


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