Too Much to Do

I’m keeping this short because I have so much to do right now. Today was my first day of classes and I feel like venting. How on earth is it possible to do everything that you want to do? As I wrote just a few weeks ago, it seems like so many people have a ton of drive in one particular area… I wish I had just one. I remember when I was at my last model UN conference and I was like, “I’m going to go hard core and read books about the UN over break and…” But in two weeks I’ll be surrounded by people that did just that while I spent my break dancing and working. I just walked out of my lounge where Jack and Tim were jamming on the guitar. How on earth am I ever going to get to the point where they are? And I watch people on the dance floor, especially in ballroom. Yeah, I’m improving. But it just takes so friekin’ long…

But I’m forgetting that the point of college is in fact to take classes and learn about philosophy. Well, I have a lot of homework and it’s just been a day. I’m scared; I know it’ll work out, but I feel like I’m overloaded with responsibilities. I’m letting things slide, not responding to emails, etc… And funny, I was just started to get interested in a gril (or two). I think I’m going to have to re-enter that cave known as productivity. I’m scared. This is going to be a semester of a lot of work…